Chapter 225
At a certain moment, the current her matched a certain part of Nian lie’s memory.
“Why do you want to break up? What did I do wrong? why are you doing this to me?”
He was in a daze. The edges of his face were blurred by the light, and his face was so pale that it was almost transparent.
He spoke hoarsely.
“I didn’t abandon you.”
He didn’t do it of his own free will. It was Yingying who was forced to do it.
He looked at the agitated ning Qing. ning Qing, I will not abandon you.
The woman was curled up in the corner, her exposed toes curled up, and her face was covered in tears, looking very pitiful.
Nian lie suppressed the pain in his heart and reached out to hold her. ning Qing, don’t be afraid.
Her entire body trembled non-stop, and her eyes slowly focused.
She allowed him to hug her.
After a few minutes of silence, ning Qing came back to her senses and called out to him with trembling lips,”Nian lie Xuxu.”
In response, she was hugged tightly by him.
She couldn’t care about anything else. She raised her hands and hugged his back tightly, tears flowing out of her eyes.
“Don’t be afraid, ning Qing. I’m here. I’ll always be here.”
Ning Qing’s tears flowed even more. I’m sorry, Zhenzhen.
She touched his face and it was already red and swollen.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t do it on purpose.”
She didn’t know why she couldn’t control herself just now.
It was too real, her sister Yingluo and the child that she had lost Yingluo.
His other hand touched his lower abdomen, trembling,”the child ...”
“The child is fine. Don’t be afraid. He’s fine, and so are you.” Nian lie continued to comfort her softly.
A sense of guilt rose in her heart.
Ning Qing pursed her lips. I’m sorry. I was dreaming again.
Nian lie didn’t ask her what she was dreaming about, because he had learned almost everything from her sleep talking just now.
He controlled his heavy mood and calmed the waves in his eyes. it’s okay.
After a few rounds of comfort, ning Qing’s mood stabilized, but she did not feel sleepy at all.
The two of them sat on the bed, leaning against each other.
“Ning Qing, what are you hiding in your heart? you have to tell me,” Nian lie asked after a moment of internal struggle.
“Yingluo didn’t.”
The only thing she had been thinking about was to leave him.
She wasn’t sure if Yingluo could still leave him.
“There are some things that I can only help you solve if you tell me,” Nian lie said:
He clenched his ten fingers and dug them into his palm.
Nian Jin noticed her small movements and held her hand.
“I only care about this child.” Ning Qing shuddered and made up her mind.
Moreover, he was unexpectedly concerned about it.
I’m afraid that something will happen to him. I’m afraid that he won’t be able to come to this world because of me. I’m afraid that he’ll get hurt in the future. I’m very afraid. Nian lie, I don’t know why I’m so afraid.
Nian lie’s heart contracted.
Ning Qing did not notice his strange behavior. She recalled the scene in her dream, and the car accident she had dreamed of a long time ago.
She said,”I dreamed of the car accident with my sister, and the child, Yingluo.”
Nian lie opened his mouth to stop her.
Ning Qing turned around and stared at him. After thinking for a while, she still asked, ”
“You and my sister had a child, didn’t you?”
“......”
“In that car accident, besides my sister, your child also died, right?”
She stubbornly asked for an answer, but Nian lie couldn’t give her an answer.
He looked at her deeply. No.
“You’re lying!” Ning Qing frowned and retorted subconsciously.
Realizing that her emotions were fluctuating again, ning Qing took a deep breath to calm herself and the child in her stomach.
His eyes were sad and indifferent.
you don’t have to hide it from me. It’s written in my sister’s diary. I already knew everything.
With self-mockery and endless guilt, ning Qing’s lips twitched, and a faint curve appeared.
“Ning Qing Qianqian.”
She suddenly retracted her hand.
“You don’t have to say anymore.”
Ning Qing was tired and didn’t want to hear anything else.
“Let’s go to sleep,”
She pulled the blanket over her and turned around to sleep.
Nian lie wanted to explain, but he understood that she had already made up her mind and that there was no way to change it.
He could only watch as she walked further and further down the wrong path.
But he had thrown away the pill that could change everything.
In the end, he was helpless.