BXBX NOVEL Chapter 155
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Such words made ning Qing’s body shiver.
It was said that there was a so-called telepathy between twins. Reading ning SU’s diary, she seemed to be able to really understand the pain and despair she had felt at that time.
Unknowingly, tears filled her eyes.
She didn’t even have time to wipe it as she kept turning it back.
May 28th, cloudy
“I heard that mom is going to call the police, but dad doesn’t agree.
They were crying and quarreling.
I’m so scared and in so much pain.
Why don’t you let me die?
This way, everything will be resolved.”
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1st of June, sunny
“Today is Children’s Day, a day worth celebrating.
I was in my room and looked out of the window. The children passed by downstairs with candy and gifts in their hands. They were smiling so happily.
I wanted to laugh like them, but I couldn’t.
Mom and dad took away everything in the room that could hurt me, including the hair clip and everything else.
I knew that they were afraid that I would commit suicide.
But what could he do?
I can’t forget that day. I still just want to die.”
After this, there were a few blank pages.
Ning Qing’s tears fell.
The date of the next article was already more than a month later.
30th of July. Only one short sentence.
“I’m pregnant.”
These four words were like a bolt of lightning on a clear day, causing ning Qing’s thoughts to suddenly stop.
Xuanji is pregnant?
There was something forming in ning Qing’s mind.
Her sister was pregnant because she had been seduced?
how is this possible? Yingluo wouldn’t do it. How could it be like this? ”
A sorrowful question escaped her throat. Ning Qing hugged the diary and fell to the ground, crying bitterly.
But she had no memory!
She couldn’t remember anything from that period of time.
She had no memory of the pain ning su had experienced.
How painful must it have been when she teased her sister?
His eyes, filled with grief, fell back on the diary.
31st of July, sunny
“I’m so tired.
He was my first child, but I’m still just a child.
She said that the child could not be kept.
Mom and dad still don’t know about this. I’ve decided to abort him.”
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3rd of August, cloudy
“I went to the hospital with her without telling mom and dad.
At the entrance of the Department, there are many young girls like me.
She consoled me and closed my eyes. Everything would pass quickly.
But my heart still hurts.
It was so painful that she thought,”it’s better to die together on the operating table.”
However, when I was about to enter the operating room, he appeared.”
Up to this point, the first ” he ” had appeared in the diary.
Ning Qing suddenly understood.
He was the man who had hurt ning su.
She wiped the tears from her face and continued to read with a feeling of grief and indignation that she wanted to kill the man.
9th of August, rainy
“He appeared in front of my house.
After his parents found out about everything, they refused to let him in.
I knew that if it wasn’t for me, they would have done everything they could to avenge me.
But what about the child in her stomach?”
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20th of August, cloudy
“He’s here again today.
He took the ring and promised my parents that he would marry me.
No one knew that my heart was actually in pain when I saw him kneeling on the ground and begging for my forgiveness.”
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19th of September, sunny
“He’s very concerned about me.
I had severe morning sickness and he ran far away to buy me sour plums.
My calf started to swell, and he took care of me all day long.
I think my heart has softened.
To him, to the child.
I really deserve to die.”
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13th of October, sunny
“The child is starting to move.
He looked like a big boy when she saw his happy expression.
He even called me ah ning.
I suddenly feel that it’s not impossible to continue living like this.”